So this is my story:
Around 8 Months ago I got a break in security with a junior pen testing job. I was over the moon as security something I just love and found so interested i guess like most of the people on here. I was given 6 month contract and told by end of it I should be able to test web apps on my own.
Anyway it was coming to the end of the 6 months and as the job was away from home I had to give notice on the place I was renting. I asked the boss what was going on as I need to know if i should sign up for another renting agreement or go back home. To my surprise he said they didn't think I was good enough even tho everything they gave me I seem to do a good job of as never had any complains or any signs they were not happy.
So I left the company and went home now I been home for over a month and I just don't know what to do my head telling me I need job for bills but my heart telling me I wont be happy in another job I had a taste of security and I want more.
I applied for more jobs in security thinking the 6 month experience would help me but its not it only seem to be causing me more of an issue. I think companies are seeing it and thinking they got rid of me what they did but I think they got rid me as I need more training and something else was going on that I was not aware of.
So since I didn't have much luck with security jobs I need money ASAP so started to apply for help desk jobs just to get money and also give me some experience in area that I need bit work in. I done a new CV and started to apply but I just don't seem to be getting anywhere and I don't know why I thought most companies would love to have someone like me on their team. I don't know if its my CV or what and I don't know what to do at this point in time I just fill low and really dumb.